I am 21 and attending university education in Johannesburg but i am doing extra lessons. My Lecturer is almost 45 i think, and apart from me, two other students attend extra classes with me at his house twice a week.
He lives with his wife and three children. We talk after class usually after the others have left and he assures me of his love. He says he no longer loves his wife. I don’t blame him because she looks a bit Grumpy and angry. It breaks my heart that I can’t be with him as often as I like.
I love him so much and I know he loves me because he waited six months before we had s.e.x. He wanted to be sure that I really loved him and to show that he wasn’t with me just for s.e.x.
We have begun to argue a lot because we both want what we can’t have. He says he can’t leave his wife yet because his kids are so young and it wouldn’t be fair. I don’t know what to do any more because i am falling for this older man. S.E.X with him is magical and even when am at school he is all that i think of… Please help me what do i do? Comments Welcome. Attached is my picture…